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DIL CHAHTA HAIN , KABHI NAAH BEETEIN CHAMKEELE DIN... DIL CHAHTA HAIN ,HUM NAAH RAHEIN KABHI YAARON KE BIN.. As i hum these lines my heart is filled with mixed feelings and my mind leads me through a gamut of emotions.Emotions that i have experienced and {am sure most of you reading this blog have too :)} shall always treasure throughout my life.The yesteryear days--- Our good ol ' school days and the rocking rollicking college life.For someone who is at the threshold of entering into a new phase ,a new sphere of life my heart's filled with agony and estacy at the same time.Agony on account of the fear lurking inside me of being all alone minus my buddies in this bad world(cliche though it might sound!)and estacy as i have grown up and it's time for me to prove myself and become someone worthwhile! Those days are really unforgettable and truly memorable.Growing up was so much fun with my pals and colleagues..Those days of school wherein i was a part o...

Friends are there to heal the wounds, To pull you out of saddened times, To brighten up your cloudy skies, To accept your fictitious lies Friends are there with open arms, To confront you and block the burns... To keep your secrets hidden away & to entertain you when you have no money to pay :) Friends are there,smile :) or tear :( Friends are there ,happiness or fear, Friends are fun and friends are clever AND THE TIE THAT BINDS "WE FRIENDS" IS FOREVER!!!!

why do people often tend to do things they at most point of times feel are not worthwhile???? why do we tend to try and act as if we are enjoying ourselves utmost from the outer when we actually aren't at times... why??? why do we at times tend to fall in love with someone only to be left heart broken in the end??why do we often explode like lava and jump to conclusions on the slightest pretext???? why??? The answer i believe to most of the above questions is OUR INNER SELF... our soul n our mind. In today's rat race we live a donkey's life.. a life full of uncertainities and complexities,a life which is more often than not; viewed n scrutinised under a microscope ,a life that at times is difficult to comprehend even to one self... the inner self comprises of one's consience and one's scruples coupled with one's soul.... Its rightly said "To thine own self be true"... but somewhere down the lane this age old adage has been sidelined. We do things just...

CONTINUED ------- honkk honkkkkk .... goes da driver's horn... i wonder whose out der on da road at dis tym anywaz!!!! its cold out here... brrrrrrrrrrr... . i move away from da window....the gentle breeze n da rollicking motion of the bus... are like a lullaby to me and slowly but surely i drift into a beautiful world... i can see my prince charming again ....he is walking 2wards me... :) :) screeeeeeeeeeeeeechhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... the bus stops abruptly and m thrown off my seat literally!Admonishing the driver i rub the temple of my head only 2 find a large bruise throbbing madly...... aaaaaarggggggghhhhhhhhhh ....... y me!!!!!!!!! i yelp out in pain.....only 2 see that half of the folks inside are yelping out in pain 2!!but the conductor and driver of the bus are in their sweet own world... the conductor moving from one commuter to the other n the driver who thinks he 's gonna get a beak in the F1 CIRCUIT !give us a break fellas!!!!!!! the last few minutes are rather uneventf...

blast from the past......... :) sept 20... 2007---- 4.30am ---- ting tonggggggggggggg......... der goes on my doorbell... i prop myslf up against my bed...curse out loud... n luk at ma watch... da digital watch indicates 4.29am....... blink blink... both da watch n i go in unision ..me trying 2 comprehend who on earth is it so damn late... or so bloody early ..whtevr!!!! i drag myslf outta my bed n go open a door a tiny bit.... """gooood mrningggggggggggggg aunty"""!!!! says a tiny mousy luking kid no more dan 8 yrs old n hands me out da milk pouches...i look aghast on being calld upon an AUNT n decide 2 retaliate! surely i dnt luk dat old! atleast nt yet! bt den again i find my soft warm bed n da plush pullovers calling out 4 me... n i decide against it... n i sleep walk n snuggle inside da covers... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz'ssssssssssssss Within no tym at all i m in my own sweet world...... wer i m da princess.... n sm handsome knight is dancing wi...